October 25, 2008
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How I've been...my ear and crap
So, I think my eardrum is healing. I can sort of hear my eardrum throbbing, which is a relief. I didn't like being fucking completely deaf in my right ear. The only thing that's driving me crazy now is whenever I talk it sounds like I'm yelling in my own ear. I'm just relieved to know that my ear isn't completely dead though. I'm still suffering from a bit of vertigo, but it's not as bad as it was. Bottom line is, I'm glad that I'm getting better. I seriously would have killed myself if my ear didn't heal. I love music too much. I enjoy not being dizzy. I totally appreciate my ears now. I have an appointment with a specialist on the 7th. Yeah, it's a long time from now, but Kaiser's slow.
I'm going crazy being at home. I've just been playing video games, reading random blogs, and looking up online sales. haha. I feel like a god damned loser. I hate being unable to do shit. eck. Friday night and I'm home blogging. haha.
I did a bit of shopping earlier. I just got a few things from Sephora. I swear those beauty blogs really make me want to buy useless shit. =P haha. I think I spent about $250 on makeup. I don't even wear makeup all the time. Maybe twice a week. haha. Well, actually sometimes 4 times a week. I have lots of food pics and restaurants that I'd like to write about, but I kinda want to take a nap. We'll see how I feel in a bit.
I'll be heading to SF on the 30th for the APE and for Halloween. I'll also be spending some time at the Ritz, maybe go titty-barring, maybe get some massages and treatments while I'm there. I need to look shit up. It's the best time for me to look up some important shit, but I don't feel like it. meh...depression on and off. I just hate feeling stuck at home. I'm a grown ass woman. I should be drunk somewhere right now...haha.
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when i was a kid i would have insane ear infections...when i ride planes... it's the death on my ear drums...i feel like their are about to fucking implode...so i pop a pill and im out for the rest of the ride...in your case that sucks that your ear infection has held youback from drinking and titty barring...spending fridays at home reading makeup blogs and online shopping is not fun =(...esp. wack makeup blogs like that whore of a mother PINK
YES woman...i will be moving to calipornia the land of the plastics, narcotics, and eaters delight....You seem like a woot and bag of fun...i am quite a big bag myself...i am willing to share...i am quite a foodie myself...a borderline crack head...twisted as fuck... i love me a good laugh....and if your all those things...i really think we could perhaps be BFF fooor EVAAA....i am in need of amigas in cali...and so far i have far few in between....i hope your not one of those "definately maybe" chicks...a call and flake...yeah i had a POW WOW at rock sugar...i needed another chick to flash my ass with me...=( super sad...so when im down to go look at apts in January..with my rope and duct tape in hand waiting for you at the hot dog stand...your ass better show....sadly i have been so fucking depressed being in this shit hole called BOSTON...the food and night life sucks ass...please parade me around i will forever me sucking your right milky tit...im a righty kinda of a gal...
i do hope your ear gets better...i bet your in a shit load of pain...my prayers go out for you...and no im not fucking catholic...but my prayers do work
ADIEU ADIEU
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